I feel so bad now, thinking of how I treated you just now.. Sorry yeah.. I'm not the kind of girl who can take misunderstanding and treat it like nothing has happen before. Had 2 choices with me just now and I was in a dilemma for like 45 mins sitting on the bed,thinking of how I should react..
If you notice there is something going on and start suspecting, a girl will either keep quiet and start thinking of a lot of things or confront the guy and ask what exactly went wrong and ask for an explanation. Sad to say I belong to the second category and told him how I feel. I know I should be more understanding and think on his stand. But when small little things accumulate and even Jami Darling find that I'm not thinking too much, it's time my mind starts to go hay-wired. Tot and weighted the advantages and disadvantages before telling him how I feel. Advantage is that the r/s between us will be bond better since all misunderstandings are cleared while disadvantage is there will be a scar in the r/s if things don't go the right way. Luckily he's sweet enough to explain to me nicely and cleared the doubts I'm having. This is the first time things are happening this way. I will be more understanding in the future... I've absolute trust and faith in you but this needs to be carefully taken care of and you've done a good job in making me trusting you every now and then.. I will do the same to you too..
Seeing your msg make me feel so angry about myself... Thanks so much sweetie for being such a gd boy, always making me secured.. It's an effort put in and no doubt, it touched me a lot.. I want this time round to be going on smoothly without any misunderstanding or mistrust in each other. Though I cannot say it's perfect, we'll give it a best shot and make things work out right.. *hugs*
While thinking of how to solve the problem, I decided to skip going to Inkz for drinks and drive out to orchid country club and visit the gym. Sweating out is good, at least it makes my mind clearer. Went bowling on my own after running since it's upstairs only. The score was not bad, at least maintained the standard. Hee =p Feel that I've grown up in handling things and become more independent. I become a much better person nowadays... This time round is so different.. Thanks! *muacks*
Had breakfast in the morning with my parents and went market with my mum after that. Dropped by my new house to look out how's the renovation going on and whether we have enough switches in every room.. I like the layout of my room!! Thinking of how to decorate my room.. Exciting! Wanna share so much of my ideas and excitement with you.. Come back to Singapore soon!!
